i know i should update my xanga more often. but it always takes so much time to only read all your guys` xanga and i do not have time :D so i take the time to read about you but then i can´t write about me ;) like emmy's entry and all the comments! man.. that took some time ;) okay i will update my xanga later today but i should stop trying to get away from studying now

school in germany suxx

I dreamed last night I was still in america! It was one of those "before we all part we should go to the beach" things... and then i woke up because my alarm went on and i went to school. Now i am having a weird day! i just took a nap and when i woke upi  watched CNN and i switched to MTV and all the sudden the song ended and there was this girl in the show talking german! hahah i am such a loser! i thought "wow there is a german talking girl on tv thats awesome... wait... I AM IN GERMANY!" Its only today cause i acutally got used to this damn german life.

I miss my american friends! My german friends are cool too but i definetly miss you guys!

I am in germany for 2 days now. Germans are weird. i don´t like ordering food in german cause they are not as friendly. They are not mean but its just not as nice and it feels really uncomfortable to see that. and German is a pretty funny language too! haha it just sounds very funny to here them talking when you are in public. right now i am trying to sleep... i passed out at 6 and woke up just now while other people are partying outside of my house in a park probably getting drunk. and there are no cops that would kick them out cause they are probably not doing anything ilegal.

My friends came over the night i arrived and a showed them pictures and told them about fun stuff like getting tickets without a license cause cops are stupid. haha and then we played apples to apples andn it it always took them a while till they new what the card says haha. they often just put them down if they didn´t know what it meant. it was really funny cause. once the green card was selfish and my friend put down a card that said barfing... yeah they didn´t teach us that in class hahaha. I think i told them that i gained a lot so they expected me to be a ball or something like that but everybody said i look like i LOST weight... that soooooo wrong! i think they really just expected me being really fat and compared to being fat i am skiny... haha but i have a proof! all of my pans are ether really tight or ´they don´t even fit anymore haha.

next week i am going to visit my sister and i will get to hang out with college kids again

school starts in more than a week and i am really scared. i have 9 classes!!! biology, chemistry, phylosophy, geographycs, math, german, pe, pedagogics and music. Yeah and i really have to take at least 9 classes. in 13th grade i will have to add two "easy" classes which are social science and history (the only reason why they are "easy" is cause they are not as important as the other classes and they do not have as many hard tests... i hope) so i am going to have 11 classes then. AHHHHH i want to go back and be an exchangestudent! now i can´t say anymore "its cause i am german"

okay i will try to sleep now.

good night